College Life
Pretty Soon I'm going to be living it.
To be honest, I don't really know how much I'm actually looking forward to to.
Like yeah it's cool ya know to have opportunity to do stuff like Photoshop in Paris and Enter competitions and have you but other than that I don't see much of it.
I really don't see myself making many friends and that doesn't bother me much. [I really don't consider myself having more than 1 or two friends anyway]But What bothers me is that I'm putting myself in debt for something that I'm not all that into. I don't even know will I be able to do well. I never been a 'School' type of kid anyways. But Fuck it. It's happening so whatever. I think the thing that really sucked me into actually going was the fact that I'll be doing stuff. Ya know, things like going to different countries and meeting new people won't just be such a forgin concept to me anymore [At least I hope not]. But I just want to taste the life of that ya know. Because, just between you and me, I really haven't plan to stay more than 2 years.
I'm socially awkward.
I accept that.
I sometimes make up believable lies of things I was actually happening/happened to me
I accept that.
I feel as if my closest friends know little to nothing about me, and vice versa
I understand that.
I have this one goal that I have keepd to myself that I know I will never obtain, but somehow, it keeps me going.
And for that,
"Queens Get the Money, Niggas still scream 'Paper Chasing' "
