Had an eventful day today
First I was outside this morning
It was really wet outside
Then I was at McKenzie's
Had a really great time but I get the feeling her bro doesn't like me
Then I went to work
Where I prepared like a billion pictures for the website
Speaking of a Website
I'm about to get one
It's kind of embarrassing to
read that I don't have a website
but you can check out my Behance
Pluse behance.net/noirmaybe
is to much for anyone to remember off hand
So I'm designing my website witch should be up in
a couple of months [Or less]
Working with the Awesome artist Phill Dunne
Great artist and a cool guy
He said my work was 'Brilliant'
and he was featured in DepthCORE's HEIST
Yet Justin Saw my work but didn't invite me
I guess that means I'm above average but below expert
My goal is to me the master or a beast
http://depthcore.com/chapter/38/
^They are all beast or masters^
Normally I don't give a fuck
But Lately...
I don't know. I guess I just been feeling really insecure about a lot of things.
Like
Fuck, I know I'm not good at that
or
Shit, I really sucked at that.
It's like I'm competing with somebody I don't know, never will know but they are just better at me at everything no mater how hard I try.
But What ever
Fuck it
My phone is janked
I don't know why I guess I was trying to be sexy or something but long story short my phone was in the bath for like 3 seconds. So now it randomly calls folks, turns off and on, ect.
Really gay if ya ask me
I've been taking baths lately opposed to the shower so I can do the drowning thing
Hotel party was fun
Hung with some coons a little to much for my taste though
They did tell me how to get free ringtones though
Had some sexy sleep with McKenzie. That was friggin great
They had some fexy donuts too
Talked to Shawntay
That was friggen great
Last week was awesome
I'm also now putting 88% of the juice
into one of my goals
Blame it on the A-c-c-c-c-cohal