My Grandfather suggested I watch Dexter and I suggest he watches The Wire

I belive he's the reason I'm heavily into movies and such
He has a very extensive movie collection with a very intricite system for fining and manging
them all. It's odd how we sit and disscuss the mysteries and theroys of the universe but have trouble figuring out what day it is. He's wrote a couple of books. Been interviered by some people. Baseball Fan [He's analizes on the game is very intriguing]. He's was in Nam. And he never seem to not have an answer to any question I throw him. But no matter what it just seems I know little about him. I think we are alike in a lot of ways. Or at least I wish.

But this blog isn't about him

It's about me

He told me the same thing. Told me I wasn't ready and shit and I didn't have my own style. I applied to s3 and evoke like a couple months ago. Arepik.com was another s3 they were all kinda cockbags about it too. But hey Konvulse is here and we all get to make this thing something new and show those collectives we've got style and shit ya know.It's just their way of being elite, and this is how we get ours too.

That's Pete. Petter Gibson. Justin was right. He dosn't have his own stlye. He mimics a lot of other artist. He has some great concepts and ideas but there not properly exucuted.\
Look familar?




Either way looks like this guy is my friend now.
He dosn't have the right attitude for not being accepted to any collective out there
except the one that happens to be dieing
but fuck it
Me and him [With the help of others]
are going to revive Konvulse

depthCORE

depthCORE is an international art collective focused on modern and abstract art, incorporating design, photography, animation and audio. Established by Justin Maller and Kevin Stacey in 2002, our membership is comprised of artists of all ages from all locations around the world and all walks of life, united by their love for art, and their passion for innovation.

The group was established to provide a showcase for the best in modern craftsmanship, with the primary goals of breaking design conventions and pushing the boundaries of artwork created or enhanced digitally. In a medium inundated with repetition we aim to bring something unique and innovative with every release we put forth, as we illustrate, orchestrate and visually represent the thoughts, hopes and dreams of all corners of the globe.

Many of the original artists from the group's inception still release with us today, and we are constantly recruiting artists from around the community, inviting them to join our collective and help to keep our releases vibrant and fresh. Whilst we do accept applications, the majority of our artists gain membership via private invitation as opposed to their own request.

I seem to recall talking to you recently on IM and discussing your work? Membership to depthCORE is currently closed for an indefinite period; either way, you still have a fairly long way to go til you're at the standard we are looking for, which I thought we had already spoken about.

Justin



Email I got this morning

We didn't talk about it before Btw

But he's right.
I do have a long way to go
That's why I have decided not publish my website [It's 100% complete now]
When it comes to digital art I'm only average lv
There's no point in having a site if my skill set is only average
Waste on money
That's why I'm holding off on getting
a new tablet and such as well
No point and wasting the cash
I'm also going to stop sending the emails
It must look like spam and I don't want to get blacklisted
because I may one day be a pretty good one day
Until then I'm just going to slow down
and stay away from future embarrassment


I really don't know what I was expecting though
So I really can't say to much
I guess this explains the lack of email replies



I really don't want to speak much about it anymore

Art School Confidental

Ummm

I really don't have jank to say Lol

I got some money I'm looking to spend
Don't know on what though
The Dual Screen Monitars
Intros 4
PS3 Stuff
or what

Miles is currently on crutchs
Broke his ankel playing basketball

Chris is MIA again

I'm not going to college I think I'm going to wait a year or until the winter season to appy again

Tonight I'm going to *Deep Breath* Write to DepthCORE

I'm also going to finish DeFract
and start a new project
I to network a bit more

Ya know what I neeeeeed Right Now?
Know what I waaaaaat Right Now?

No
No ya don't



I neeed to re measure my skill level and improve that boy
I also need to gain more exposure

I'm glade MC is staying here
Finally a break were she dosn't have to go somewhere or do something